Thursday, March 5, 2009

I've taken more "SMASHMOUTH" than I can handle at my age..

Over my entire high school life, all that I ever wanted was to settle down, have a little bit of peace, get the right friends, and do schoolwork right. Unfortunately for me I wasn't able to achieve any of these goals.. Why?

The past three years, have been full of bad words like (g***), (p******** mo!),  (s***) and all other bad words that came through my very naked ears. It's like a part of everyday life. The worst part is that I've been through a lot of "smashmouth" wars with my classmates over this stretch in my life. Fighting is really part of everyday life.

I'm very tired to hear words like (g***), (p*** ka), (p******** mo!), etc., I have no choice to stop it invading my mind and self, I'll hear these same words over and over again in school.

I'm also tired of getting into an war of words with my classmates, where a lot of pressure mounts on me that I can't even defend myself, especially in projects, and misunderstandings.

The EXAMS are next week, need to get this right in the final stretch of the school year.

-kArLc-

40 comments:

  1. Let's get real, Orodio has been through a lot compared to you! you haven't experienced half of what he has been into. another thing this is one of the reasons you can't get along with people, you complain!! you don't go with the flow and deal with it!!! you have no gust to stand up and face the challenge!!! you'll stay like that if you don't pull your self together!!!

    WORD of advice!! DEAL WITH LIFE!!

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  2. SHUSH!!!! You know what Mr. Aldrin? "Master Debater" "Man of A Hundred Words" Why compare me to Orodio?!? I know, I haven't experience half of what he had done. First of all, I hate having a war of words... SOMEWHAT?!? I get involved in it and I have no escape.... Secondly, I tried to find PEACE! but I can't...., Third, some classmates like you say "I'M A IDIOT, A STUPID PERSON, SOMEONE WHO CAN'T and WILL NEVER EVER BE TRUSTED BY ANYONE?, ALWAYS COMPLAIN ABOUT SOMETHING IN SCHOOL, HARD TO PICK A GROUP and SOMEONE WHO WILL LIKELY FAIL IN THE FUTURE".. GUESS WHAT?!? Every word against a person will hurt at an degree... Fortunately for you, I won't report it to the teacher... because I'm trying to live the flow of the class...

    DAMN! I know I can't match your words.. but take my WORD FOR IT!!!

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  3. Karl we will not always get what we want and if we want something we have to earn it. Aldrin is right karl and when someone put a comment in ur site. Try not to block them with negative points. Fighting fire with fire is bad hahaha Ge karl. Ayaw ko ng ganitong comment hahaha kaya mo yan Karl

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  4. I know that.... It just seems like I'm trapped in something bad and I hate to be compared to him.. Do you know what it would feel like if you are isolated involuntarily?.. Excuse me for all the shortcomings of my life in school.. Everyone has their shortcomings, it's a part of life... Some experience shortcomings in family, some in school, some with their friends...

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  5. Hahaha Yeah I know that feeling Karl but its up to us if we will let ourselves be trap in prisons that we have made. We will always have that choice and we dont have to be trapped. Kaya relax lang enjoy life :))

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  6. You make me feel sad again... :(( That's why I'm trapped in this "prison", no one would give me a chance to prove myself... I've been here for three years, although I've helped a lot of people... I still can't get the respect that I deserve....

    Oh right, someone said I'm an arrogant FOOL!

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  7. MY HEAD HURTS.... AND I'M SAD... GIVE ME A REST!

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  8. Wow that is a great reply. I should not have wasted my time here. Ge Karl goodluck in your problems

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  9. Karl , my secretary ( :)) ) aldrin and philip are right dont counter their comment because in time you will realize that what they have said was right . remember we are helping you and i hope you realize this

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  10. WAG KANG FEELING NA APING API KA!!!! IKAW LANG ANG GUMAGAWA NYAN SA ISIP MO! THINK IT OVER AGAIN MR. CARANDANG!

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  11. anyway don't think im teasing you or what.... but think it all over again.... we're helping you... try to look for deeper meaning in our words.... and you'll find out the real meaning of it.... if you can't, good luck and hope that someday you will be free in the "trap" you're saying....

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  12. Okay, Aldrin, let's not compare..

    Mabait kang tao Karl, at alam mo yan

    Okay, probably almost everyone in our batch has been bitter to you and amongst all those three years, mabait ka pa rin

    one day, that kindness will free you from that "trap"

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  13. Things DO end up in many ways. We've been classmates since first year and I can assess from this blog THAT you didn't grow up... at all. Almost everything were spoonfed to you but you should learn that no matterThings DO end up in many ways. We've been classmates since first year and I can assess from this blog THAT you didn't grow up... at all. Almost everything were spoonfed to you but you should learn that no matter how complicated the situation is, you're far better than that. You're a human-being that decides what'll happen to you. Don't blame your mishaps to others that plays foul while you stay all-clean. Don't be a hypocrite that you've never done wrong to anyone. The least you can do is to thank them for bearing with you. WE HAVE our needs too and I've been there at your side watching you and even siding with you when almost all the odds are against you but after all these time, I am, and altogether, we are just your typical smashmouths. damn Karl, you've been that kind and now I'm so frustrated with the words that you've been saying and you've DEFINITELY PROVED that you HAVEN'T been that KIND to appreciate all these thoughts and help from us - SMASHMOUTHS.

    kahit simpleng thank you wala talaga eh. maraming matutuwa kapag nag thank you ka o kaya kahit SORRY man lang kaysa makipag-away ka pa. Hindi rin naman kasi kami patatalo kapag hindi mo kayang iexpress ang thoughts mo nang malinaw. Open kami sayo but you're closing yourself to us Karl...

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  14. I'm not saying this is a direct point to you

    Everything has it's own reasons. People just don't do something in an instant. think of what makes them trigger to do something that they would do that makes you feel bad. and when you realize the things you do that ayaw naman ng mga tao, ibahin mo yun. change it. maninibago ang mga tao sayo no matter what or even if hindi nila pinapakita yun. that's life karl, nararanasan rin ng ibang tao ang pamimintas. lahat tayo nakaranas na, even me. i even dare you to question all the people in svf. ask them if they HAVE been insulted really bad in their life. NOBODY, will say NO to that question.

    life is like a big wave, we can't swim back through it, we just have to go with it.

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  15. i'll try my best... friend.. it's a good thing I write blogs..

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  16. OK, I understand your point my friend, you have a good point and it went straight to my self... I just don't want to make the mistakes "he" did before... I'll do my best to "LIVE THE FLOW" and be OPEN. It may be too late at this time of the school... but I'll see what I can do right now... Thanks for the advice...

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  17. Howie, thanks for your point.... I understand.... :D

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  18. All right SVF, thanks for all of your nice points... It's like a debate.. I want to end this war of words right now... I will learn from every point you all said.. I'm still young to take good advice from all of you, since most of you are older than me... and had gone through more than me...

    But I'm just tired of hearing someone who always say "p******** mo!" "g***" and "s***" all day long from morning to evening, at school or at the YM..., I believe he's closing himself down... :D

    Thanks for understanding.... Your points will not only benefit me.. but all others who have seen this blog...

    GOOD DAY!! and THANK YOU!!!
    PEACE!
    -kArLc-

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  19. Things DO end up in many ways. We've been classmates since first year and I can assess from this blog THAT you didn't grow up... at all. Almost everything were spoonfed to you but you should learn that no matter how complicated the situation is, you're far better than that. You're a human-being that decides what'll happen to you. Don't blame your mishaps to others that plays foul while you stay all-clean. Don't be a hypocrite that you've never done wrong to anyone. The least you can do is to thank them for bearing with you. WE HAVE our needs too and I've been there at your side watching you and even siding with you when almost all the odds are against you but after all these time, I am, and altogether, we are just your typical smashmouths. damn Karl, you've been that kind and now I'm so frustrated with the words that you've been saying and you've DEFINITELY PROVED that you HAVEN'T been that KIND to appreciate all these thoughts and help from us - SMASHMOUTHS.

    kahit simpleng thank you wala talaga eh. maraming matutuwa kapag nag thank you ka o kaya kahit SORRY man lang kaysa makipag-away ka pa. Hindi rin naman kasi kami patatalo kapag hindi mo kayang iexpress ang thoughts mo nang malinaw. Open kami sayo but you're closing yourself to us Karl...

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  20. karl wag kakasi magpapabait pati tama lahat lol want something earn it and sacrifice di lahat ng bagay na gusto mo makukuha mo kasi kung pwede lng yun edi perfect ang buhay ng lahat

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  21. I know... lahat naman may shortcomings... hindi lahat perfect.... parang hindi ko nakuha talaga ang sense and importance of life..

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  22. Things DO end up in many ways. We've been classmates since first year and I can assess from this blog THAT you didn't grow up... at all. Almost everything were spoonfed to you but you should learn that no matter how complicated the situation is, you're far better than that. You're a human-being that decides what'll happen to you. Don't blame your mishaps to others that plays foul while you stay all-clean. Don't be a hypocrite that you've never done wrong to anyone. The least you can do is to thank them for bearing with you. WE HAVE our needs too and I've been there at your side watching you and even siding with you when almost all the odds are against you but after all these time, I am, and altogether, we are just your typical smashmouths. damn Karl, you've been that kind and now I'm so frustrated with the words that you've been saying and you've DEFINITELY PROVED that you HAVEN'T been that KIND to appreciate all these thoughts and help from us - SMASHMOUTHS.

    kahit simpleng thank you wala talaga eh. maraming matutuwa kapag nag thank you ka o kaya kahit SORRY man lang kaysa makipag-away ka pa. Hindi rin naman kasi kami patatalo kapag hindi mo kayang iexpress ang thoughts mo nang malinaw. Open kami sayo but you're closing yourself to us Karl...

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  23. Things DO end up in many ways. We've been classmates since first year and I can assess from this blog THAT you didn't grow up... at all. Almost everything were spoonfed to you but you should learn that no matter how complicated the situation is, you're far better than that. You're a human-being that decides what'll happen to you. Don't blame your mishaps to others that plays foul while you stay all-clean. Don't be a hypocrite that you've never done wrong to anyone. The least you can do is to thank them for bearing with you. WE HAVE our needs too and I've been there at your side watching you and even siding with you when almost all the odds are against you but after all these time, I am, and altogether, we are just your typical smashmouths. damn Karl, you've been that kind and now I'm so frustrated with the words that you've been saying and you've DEFINITELY PROVED that you HAVEN'T been that KIND to appreciate all these thoughts and help from us - SMASHMOUTHS.

    kahit simpleng thank you wala talaga eh. maraming matutuwa kapag nag thank you ka o kaya kahit SORRY man lang kaysa makipag-away ka pa. Hindi rin naman kasi kami patatalo kapag hindi mo kayang iexpress ang thoughts mo nang malinaw. Open kami sayo but you're closing yourself to us Karl...

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  24. I know... lahat naman may shortcomings... hindi lahat perfect.... parang hindi ko nakuha talaga ang sense and importance of life..

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  25. Things DO end up in many ways. We've been classmates since first year and I can assess from this blog THAT you didn't grow up... at all. Almost everything were spoonfed to you but you should learn that no matter how complicated the situation is, you're far better than that. You're a human-being that decides what'll happen to you. Don't blame your mishaps to others that plays foul while you stay all-clean. Don't be a hypocrite that you've never done wrong to anyone. The least you can do is to thank them for bearing with you. WE HAVE our needs too and I've been there at your side watching you and even siding with you when almost all the odds are against you but after all these time, I am, and altogether, we are just your typical smashmouths. damn Karl, you've been that kind and now I'm so frustrated with the words that you've been saying and you've DEFINITELY PROVED that you HAVEN'T been that KIND to appreciate all these thoughts and help from us - SMASHMOUTHS.

    kahit simpleng thank you wala talaga eh. maraming matutuwa kapag nag thank you ka o kaya kahit SORRY man lang kaysa makipag-away ka pa. Hindi rin naman kasi kami patatalo kapag hindi mo kayang iexpress ang thoughts mo nang malinaw. Open kami sayo but you're closing yourself to us Karl...

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  26. Things DO end up in many ways. We've been classmates since first year and I can assess from this blog THAT you didn't grow up... at all. Almost everything were spoonfed to you but you should learn that no matter how complicated the situation is, you're far better than that. You're a human-being that decides what'll happen to you. Don't blame your mishaps to others that plays foul while you stay all-clean. Don't be a hypocrite that you've never done wrong to anyone. The least you can do is to thank them for bearing with you. WE HAVE our needs too and I've been there at your side watching you and even siding with you when almost all the odds are against you but after all these time, I am, and altogether, we are just your typical smashmouths. damn Karl, you've been that kind and now I'm so frustrated with the words that you've been saying and you've DEFINITELY PROVED that you HAVEN'T been that KIND to appreciate all these thoughts and help from us - SMASHMOUTHS.

    kahit simpleng thank you wala talaga eh. maraming matutuwa kapag nag thank you ka o kaya kahit SORRY man lang kaysa makipag-away ka pa. Hindi rin naman kasi kami patatalo kapag hindi mo kayang iexpress ang thoughts mo nang malinaw. Open kami sayo but you're closing yourself to us Karl...

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  27. WEH!!!! gaya-gaya..... huwag ka ng magnakaw....

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  28. OI KARL, MAG ONLINE KA SA YAHOO. TAKTE, MULTI KA NG MULTI DYAN. YUNG AP NATIN DI MO ASIKASUHIN

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  29. yan.... seryoso ka na.... mamaya na lang hapon...

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  30. bakit mamaya pa kung pwd ngayun..

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  31. kasi.... mag-aaral na kami..... pag tapos na kami, pwede na.... :D

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  32. Things DO end up in many ways. We've been classmates since first year and I can assess from this blog THAT you didn't grow up... at all. Almost everything were spoonfed to you but you should learn that no matter how complicated the situation is, you're far better than that. You're a human-being that decides what'll happen to you. Don't blame your mishaps to others that plays foul while you stay all-clean. Don't be a hypocrite that you've never done wrong to anyone. The least you can do is to thank them for bearing with you. WE HAVE our needs too and I've been there at your side watching you and even siding with you when almost all the odds are against you but after all these time, I am, and altogether, we are just your typical smashmouths. damn Karl, you've been that kind and now I'm so frustrated with the words that you've been saying and you've DEFINITELY PROVED that you HAVEN'T been that KIND to appreciate all these thoughts and help from us - SMASHMOUTHS.

    kahit simpleng thank you wala talaga eh. maraming matutuwa kapag nag thank you ka o kaya kahit SORRY man lang kaysa makipag-away ka pa. Hindi rin naman kasi kami patatalo kapag hindi mo kayang iexpress ang thoughts mo nang malinaw. Open kami sayo but you're closing yourself to us Karl...

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  33. Things DO end up in many ways. We've been classmates since first year and I can assess from this blog THAT you didn't grow up... at all. Almost everything were spoonfed to you but you should learn that no matter how complicated the situation is, you're far better than that. You're a human-being that decides what'll happen to you. Don't blame your mishaps to others that plays foul while you stay all-clean. Don't be a hypocrite that you've never done wrong to anyone. The least you can do is to thank them for bearing with you. WE HAVE our needs too and I've been there at your side watching you and even siding with you when almost all the odds are against you but after all these time, I am, and altogether, we are just your typical smashmouths. damn Karl, you've been that kind and now I'm so frustrated with the words that you've been saying and you've DEFINITELY PROVED that you HAVEN'T been that KIND to appreciate all these thoughts and help from us - SMASHMOUTHS.

    kahit simpleng thank you wala talaga eh. maraming matutuwa kapag nag thank you ka o kaya kahit SORRY man lang kaysa makipag-away ka pa. Hindi rin naman kasi kami patatalo kapag hindi mo kayang iexpress ang thoughts mo nang malinaw. Open kami sayo but you're closing yourself to us Karl...

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  34. uhh... it's an issue for my classmates.. hehe.. :D

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